OO!! i tried out for debate yesterday, and my screening didnt go very well.. Well mainly beause i got lost in finding the room..They told me it was gnna b in sum lobby and they wernt there so gotta go search for it.. by the tym i actually got there ppl wer going out of the room, because the orientation was over, and the screening was taking place..DOPE! how could i be a gud debater, when i cant even get there on tym…well nicely michael told me everything that they said inside… So i waited, and i was almost the last one, but since i got the hook-ups i got a few ppl b4 the last one.. So i could feel the pressure building up..They give you the topic rite before you walk into the room..but obviously they give you a 3 min "thinking" tym..hmm all i did in that tym was walk around and make it luk like i was thinking.. Then i got my topic, so it was about why we should abolish internet gaming.. I thought i would have a decision if i was pro- or i was against.. I thought to my self, what would joe say.. hes the only person i kno who can talk about why they shouldnt abolish games..so i thought..and what came up in my mind was so gud..then michael told me it was tym to go in.. i was walking into the room and before anything, i had to say sori that i wasn’t punctual, because i sorta got lost.. and ther all like ya, ya, go and tell us whats your topic.. So i told them that is about the internet gaming..Then i started..So i was like we shouldn’t abolish internet gaming, because people make a living, and where would we out out our stress, and the whole economy going down, because of the loss of game creators..and i saw the teacher incharge laughing..then i askd him y you laughing..then all of them wer like, we asked you to defend why we should abolish internet gaming.. so i was like..or crap!!so i took a split second to think..and what i thought of was, holy crap that chicka is prity cute..wow..i think nicely.. so i snaped out of the "joe mode" and then i went into super loser mode that is kill joy..so i said that it was a hobbie rather than a job, and it was unfair for the people who need jobs, the main reason of obeasity, and unhealthyness, and aggression, and little kids becoming perverts..so i didnt notice it but i was walking towards that chicka i told yaz about..and their all like..your not supposed to walk..so i finishd and my 3mins was up.. so i went home.. wen i fucking got home i noticed that there was sumthing in my diary like i was warned about my hair..wtf dude!!!such losers cant bear with my sexy hair that they were warning me, because they dont have nice hair them selfs..so mommy has her squating friends that came over to cut my hair..i dont want her rite?! i want my stylist, because i kno they respect me, the way i need to be respected…Benchot didnt even ask and she started cutting!! she should go die rite?! harami touching my hair dusnt even kno what the fuck shes doing and then she thinks im like bobo or sumwat stupid or sumthing..i can fucking feel her hards on my head..i am normal, and i do have nerves on my head to feel what your doing..then i tell her kuti thats too short, go ahead be a harami and ill kill you with your siccors..chot wouldnt belive me and she kept cutting like she was jonathan antin or sumthing..then i tell her stop bitch because thats just too short..she could probibly sense my anger which was blasting out of my ears..so harami told me shes fixing the fly away..im like, a fly away that high..your making me luk stupid or what..go squat or die or sumthing..then i clearly stated that if she touches my side burns ill beat the shit out of her..even if shes a girl, i dont care..so shes like im shaving your face, because you have beard..last tym i checkd..i didnt fucking see anything there!!! and the more she thinks im stupid..then the haircut was finishd..i pushed my chair back so hard that i made sure she got hit by it.. then i stared her in the eye, and i fucking let her kno that shes not welcomed by me anymore..i lifted my arm to puch her, but i thought its not worth it, because shes just squater, and shes old alrdy, and she cant do anything about it anymore..so i wanted to be better than her and i just walked away into my room..locked the door and went into my bathroom to see wat the hell she did to my hair.. i saw my eyes wer soooo red..i was that mad..then i punched the wall..it didnt hurt because i was thinking more of my hair then pain..it luked exactly like the frikin haircut in the fucking loser manual, which id like to tell you they wasted my money on that stupid manual..my god im still fucking mad at everything here..im in my room always..i dont wanna see their fucking faces, because sumthing bad mite happen..so then i thought..everything they own alrdy..my clothes my stuff, and shit in my room, even the room its self they owned..the onlything i cn say i own is my hair..i fucking got so violated by that..so i did my work, but i was busy luking at my hair and getting mad, rather than concentrating..they also fucking scream at me for locking my god damn door..now what the fuck do they have to do with what i do in my life..thats why its called my life which derrives frm the words my which means ownership, and life which means sumthing being lived..no respect at all, so why should i respect them..super benchot camino kuti and harami..so i tried to go to sleep, but i could because i was too fucking mad..so i just closed my eyes for the longest tym and then i fell asleep.. Harami had the balls to wake me up..what a bastard..like nothing happend rite?! then i went into the shower and ther all like its 6 and shit..i kno how to read tym and if 6 comes 2 mins after 5:30,then wer all gnna die..they also think im stupid or sumthing..so im drying my hair, or whats left of it..i could form the front, then when i lucked to the back i fucking threw my hair wax and comb against the wall..it got me soooo mad..when people say ther on the edge wen ther mad, i should say i alrdy fell..i dont think they notice that i dont want to fucking luk at them or talk to them..because they just keep talking to themselfs wen they talk to me..i just walk away..easy.. so i heard the bus and i just walked out with out them knowing..not like they care anyway, because ther all benchot..all they care about is ther name and money..so i went to skul, and the fucking flag ceremony ppissed me off..if you think its easy staying there for an hour with ppl talking about god knows what, its not..i think my classmate noticed that i was so mad that she patted my back..aww…nicely rite?! so a few hours later that chicka frm debate saw me, and she came to me and said congrats..the first thing i was thinking was congras for what?! i was so mad that i even forgot that i tried out for debate..so im like for wat??and chickas like "you got in, because we thought you could think fast during the event of a subject change, and even if you wer talking seriously it was prity funny"..thanks joe!!! thats what i was thinking of after the whole thing..so day draged on and then i went back to the second hell..now im letting tym go by..waiting till im sleepy, because i did all my work the day before, because i was so mad.. so thats about it..my life got ruined, and i got into one of the smartest assosiations..hmm..i think, not think kno for a fact that im the only AP in that assos..so i feel like im the pride and i rep. my ppl..so ill tel you guys if sumthing ruins my life ayt..