Chewy!!

After 58 posts, 19 comments, and 365.242199 days…Can you believe it?! Its bn a year, and i’m still at it.. I always thought that this would only last uptil the end of summer…But luk at it now!! I think this is sumthing i became a custom to alrdy.. I mean.. I get home, turn the computer on, then write.. And god knows what i write about, but it makes me remember things.. Things that i would’ve probibly forgotten by this tym.. I still remember that rainy day.. Wen i set up this blog.. geesh.. i even made a mistake with the addressing.. "http://jogabonito.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/" … i didnt rili want it to be "my_blog".. but i just did a fast finger freddy.. so i didnt rili get to read that part.. And my first post Summa!!! .. Its still so clear.. like i just wrote that post yesterday.. or.. actually today.. This year i can’t believe it, but we ended erlyr than last year.. a whole week early.. its amazing, especially if you go to that skul.. Anyway.. that was my supposed 2 weeks notice beore i left for LA.. Then the next post is about my tux.. Then after is about graduation.. not mine.. but my sister’s.. Hahah..my next one is my sister’s fave! its about my other sister’s dorm, or "cubicle".. hehehe.. Then the rest is boring stuff unitl i actually leave.. The actuall day i left was 23, but i posted it on 24th.. hmm.. then its all LA, Philly, then Vegas.. After that everything depressing.. Its sad, i kno.. dun have to tell me.. Just imagine if i could still do this next year.. if i would be sitting here and writing about how i could do this in 2 years.. its a possibility.. just as long as i have more things to write about.. So.. going back to present day.. I went to Rhea’s despedida yesterday.. It was great, bceause i got to see sylbreast, oops.. sylvest, and julian.. got to spend tym with them.. the rest i guess is history.. i rili need sumthing to do this summer!!.. O.. and id like to thank the greatst person in the world that would let me use her pictures for freeeeee… Thanx Sabrina Flores, your the best!!! if it wasnt for her then we wouldn’
t have thoes cool little pictures under
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Damn!.. If only ppl kno wat kinda hell skul is now a days.. i feel sori for who ever sends thier children to that skul..ill make sure mine dont, and my nieces’ dont… just trying to save thier sanity.. so its all over.. done.. finishd.. 10 months down the drain.. just like water.. going down the drain.. i think you can picture it…I still remember the first day of skul.. the first tym my teacher just pissed me off.. He’s all like wer not goin in unless your in alphabetical order.. and your in "2" tiles… specifically 2 damn tiles… if ronald mcdonald was my classmate.. we’d still be outside of that class room as we speak.. hhehe.. as the year went on more shit happend… so you sorta have to modify certain phrases, because the use of one phrase everday gets old.. so i just use my phrase every monday.. "Same Shit..Different Week!!" It just makes total sense to all of us in the room.. its all the same, each and every single week.. For instance.. the last month of my 3rd year life was "hot".. now dont get a hard on too fast.. because it was rili "hot" the literal meaning.. it was probibly hot enough to use the oil on my big forehead to fry a nice sunny side up.. imagine that for 4 weeks.. every monday or 4 weeks it was all just a dream of having the A/C fixed.. even wen we took the test they didnt fix it, so they made us move rooms.. so that just rili puts the meaning to "you moneys worth.." The other weird thing about end of the year is the feeling… like on monday i was rili rili rili happy that friday was the last day.. aside frm the tests.. so okay.. the days move on.. untill friday.. i couldnt wait for the last second of the day.. like i seriously had to get people to hold me down to my chair..(btw i was joking about that). so wen the second got there i was all like "yea!! kiss my ass 3rd year!!".. it was great… it felt great also.. So my friend gave me a ride home because she just wanted to.. then wen i got home i noticed i could sleep properly now.. so.. okay sleep was the main highlight of why i went home early.. but it didnt rili happen.. so i was just sitting down.. luking up.. and wonderin.. "Wats next?" .. i didnt rili kno.. all these things poping in my mind thati would do.. but i didnt want to.. im a weird person.. B4 i forget..its about "Bill Mayo" again.. its always about him.. well.. i was luking at one of the crystal cases of the tapes and a song was written there.. i dont remember singing it.. so i searchd for it..the gud old fashiond FF and Rewind.. and it wasnt there.. and i dunno wer the original tape is.. but i believe its in Philly.. now the one person that had it is my sister.. and she lives in LA.. so if its no wer to be found.. lets just say its in Nebraska.. i mean.. wer else can it be?? I had nuthing to do all day.. i wanted to play tennis but it was soooooo sooo hot.. if you want a weight loss program you come to manila and sit in my living room with me.. i guarantee you will be thinner, and more wet then spongebob.. So cant wait for tom!! another day of weight loss..                           

I’ve got tym for pictures now.. I’ve got all the tym the the world baby!!..

I guess you can call the next week the "home stretch." or the last 5 days of hell!! Actually i have 2 days of skul-skul, and 3 days of tests. Its like applying to play midfield, you have to take the 2 days training, then the 3 day urine test.. woopie.. well.. the week was a little weird.. Our A/c in the classroom is doomed for life, so we had to move to another room. We are nomads till friday.. because friday means freedom! Anyway.. veering life away frm the tragic skul expreience… Everyday seems to drag on.. Dunno y but i sit there and literally watch the time go by…tick…tock..tick..tock.. Its never ending for sum reason.. And lately i have the vibe for chocolate all the time… In class at home in the car.. anywer.. I think its because of this cake i keep eating every day.. It gives me that OCD feeling.. not like anything is wrong with OCD.. I noticed.. each tym i drink or eat, i count the sips or bites.. i dunno wats wrong with me but its getting scary.. Aside from my little case of OCD, the weeks been the same.. The usuall nothing new happening. But i did want to go to Bicol with Ton.. Eventually i noticed i was pressed for time.. I’d like to thank pau for actually coming out in the open with her comment on my last post.. good for you.. Well..the deal with my post name, is i went through my closet a few days back, and found old tapes.. I couldnt listen to them rite there and then, because i didnt have a tape player.. We’re too space age now.. so wen i did get the player up and running, i found out it was a voice lesseon with a man named Bill Mayo.. which i hope is ailve and well, because i just had the sudden jolt of brightness in my mind.. Hes a teacher at temple university.. ahhhh.. i think you kno wer this is goin.. so.. back to explaning the title, "What we did or love" is a song, i dunno wat play, or who sang it, it just got me going.. then all of a sudden i wanted to talk to him.. but i couldnt, because to me he dusnt exist anymore.. he has vanished from the earth’s surface.. all that i needed to know about him, was in my other yahoo account which was erased by the yahoo admin.. by any chance you know a man named Bill Mayo, with an incedible voice, tell him to leave me a msg.. thats all for now.. my next post, would mean im in summer mode, and no more crappy ass skul..

Well.. Naturally i’d be a bum ryt now, and just lay the next week off.. because it is summer last tym i checked, and that skul still hasn’t fixed our A/C.. I hope by the tym they gimmie the test i’d have nice cool air blowing on my face.. well.. the last weeks been a drag.. it literaly dragged on.. Well..on satuday we had an outreach, and that went prity well.. Sorta well.. The ride goin there was soooooo hot.. its like being in a hotbox, or even worse.. Wen i got my kid to do my whole "outreach" to him, i thought he was mute at first.. He didnt say a word to me or anyone else.. but the good thing is they assured me he’s not a mute.. i didn’t rili care that he didnt say a word.. It was just rili quiet, and you kno me, i can’t stand not having a conversation with you.. so i let him be and i just did my thing…I thought the ride back would be shorter since i felt the lenght of the ride going ther..Well actually no.. because we wer stuck in traffic alllllll afternoon.. and wen its afternoon that means thers sun.. and wen thers sun and you go to a cheap-ass skul like CSA it means heat because thers no A/C.. they try to rip us off with the A/C even in the bus.. So.. after that i was out and about with a friend, and i bumped into an old teacher friend of mine.. It was nice seeing him, but it got me thinking again.. Thats not important now.. Wats important is this.. I HATE it when gurls, or guys cut themself, because they have problems…Grow up!! geesh..its not like other ppl dont have problems also.. this is the first year i actually watched a person do it.. it happend rite infront of me for the stupidest reason, and for the smallest problem that wasn’t even her problem.. Thers too much drama in life for cutters to make it the Oc.. So i sorta got a problem now.. Thers this person i met..Not so long ago.. and we talked for like 10 mins maybe.. from thoes 10 mins i could sense that this person was a nice outgoing typ’a person.. but i forgot his/her face so i descided to search this person up.. wen i did that i found out that he/she would cut themself because they have a problem.. and they wer willing to die.. now tell me if i happen to be crazy, because i found enough heart to actually go the extra mile for this person and help him/her.. So my dilema is this.. How do i help?? with out looking like a stalker?! tell me!! Comments seriously!!!

Well…the past 2 weeks "i think" that i didnt write was rili boring.. nothing rili new happnd.. but i got gud news..the only tym i actually liked filipino.. like i worte before, about my bitchtstard filipino teacher, and how she wanted us to do a 3 min monologue.. Well.. i did mine on tues.. and i got 93!!! yay!! i just rili have to show that off, because i’ve bn bitching about her,and i come back and shock her.. it was weird thoe.. i couldn’t understand myself, so i dunno how she could understand me.. Aside frm that, the whole week, nothing happnd that would be worth writing.. O..actually.. since it is lent, and i think i got 40 days or sumthing like that, to give sumthing up.. i couldnt think of sumthing, so i gave up texting, and meat.. its harder than i thought..because im used to eating "le flesh" everyday.. and now all i cn actually eat in skul is carbonara.. and at home all i eat is…druuuummm rooolll… FISH.. beh! but thats cool.. i just wanna prove to myself that i cn control my mind.. This blog is taking me forever to write.. i dunno wats up wit my computer here, but i think the hampster inside is getting too old for its job.. So my friend forwrded me Common’s album "Be" and since my computer is acting up, i dunno if the songs are skipping or its rili like that.. Then i rememberd wen i was in LA kuya micky had a cd by common so im gnna ask him about the whole skipping thing.. More on music.. i started to like one song, that a filipino artist made.. aside frm Apo, this song was actually in filipino.. and the singer is my friends bro.. and he has this voice, like i cnt even describe.. its sooo smoooth.. Nyway..going back to my week.. The A/c in the classroom dusnt work anymore.. and thank god that i sit next to the door, because i cn feel the breeze.. the wind feels great.. but if only the wind was cooler.. im getting warm air gust into a room thats like a hotbox.. so hopefully tom it works.. Nd i dun think ppl get how the weather is now a days.. thanx to global warming its like 100% humidity and 75 deg.. so in the room my tushie is like squishy.. ewww… lets just say, its easy to loose weight by staying in the room and sweating it out.. And since skul is stressful enough, the temp of the room aint helping.. This ain’t no Vegas heat.. this is pure hell heat!!o yea.. b4 i frget.. i had a dream, and it was rili weird.. i think it was around wed or thurs.. actually it wasnt rili that "rili wierd" it was more of "ayt weird".. but it was like i lived in Philly.. and it seemd so real.. i had a appartment on S18 St. and it was across Rittenhouse Square.. honestly.. i havn’t heard of rittenhouse square unitl that day in my dream.. and there rili are appartments for sale across rittenhouse..thats the only part that made it weird.. but the rest of it was awsome!! So back frm dream world.. It was Sam’s debut ysterday… And congrats with that.. honestly.. i think we should rili do this debut thing wen wer 21.. or legal drinking age.. because by then you actually achived sumthing, and that is not getting caught drinking underaged for 21 years of your life, and now your legal.. but i think its the whole thing with the drivers licence.. because thers also a sweet 16 and you get a licence, and 18 you also get one.. hmm.. well i had alotta fun last nite.. especially meeting Jp and Carlos.. frikin funny ppl.. The funnyr thing that happend is wen i got there i had a tie in my pocket, thinking that it might get messd up wen i walk through the rain..But wen i walked in, all of a sudden i saw jonathan, a great friend of mine, and sam’s brother, wearing practically the same thing.. and thats great because that means he has great fasion sense..hehehe zing! j/k.. but it was cool.. we didnt talk about it or anything, it just happend.. well.. thats about it for this week.. as far as i cn remember.. its getting too long alrdy.. sooooo im gnna wrap it up by telling peeps the gud news.. im gnna start putting pics in my blog!! yay!! its gnna take longer to load now!! thank god for the smart minds in motorola.. so im still waiting for Ellie do develop my myspace.. and wen we move ther its gnna b even better.. wafu!! well.. till wen ever!!