6 More Days!!! and blood..uck..
Well.. Naturally i’d be a bum ryt now, and just lay the next week off.. because it is summer last tym i checked, and that skul still hasn’t fixed our A/C.. I hope by the tym they gimmie the test i’d have nice cool air blowing on my face.. well.. the last weeks been a drag.. it literaly dragged on.. Well..on satuday we had an outreach, and that went prity well.. Sorta well.. The ride goin there was soooooo hot.. its like being in a hotbox, or even worse.. Wen i got my kid to do my whole "outreach" to him, i thought he was mute at first.. He didnt say a word to me or anyone else.. but the good thing is they assured me he’s not a mute.. i didn’t rili care that he didnt say a word.. It was just rili quiet, and you kno me, i can’t stand not having a conversation with you.. so i let him be and i just did my thing…I thought the ride back would be shorter since i felt the lenght of the ride going ther..Well actually no.. because we wer stuck in traffic alllllll afternoon.. and wen its afternoon that means thers sun.. and wen thers sun and you go to a cheap-ass skul like CSA it means heat because thers no A/C.. they try to rip us off with the A/C even in the bus.. So.. after that i was out and about with a friend, and i bumped into an old teacher friend of mine.. It was nice seeing him, but it got me thinking again.. Thats not important now.. Wats important is this.. I HATE it when gurls, or guys cut themself, because they have problems…Grow up!! geesh..its not like other ppl dont have problems also.. this is the first year i actually watched a person do it.. it happend rite infront of me for the stupidest reason, and for the smallest problem that wasn’t even her problem.. Thers too much drama in life for cutters to make it the Oc.. So i sorta got a problem now.. Thers this person i met..Not so long ago.. and we talked for like 10 mins maybe.. from thoes 10 mins i could sense that this person was a nice outgoing typ’a person.. but i forgot his/her face so i descided to search this person up.. wen i did that i found out that he/she would cut themself because they have a problem.. and they wer willing to die.. now tell me if i happen to be crazy, because i found enough heart to actually go the extra mile for this person and help him/her.. So my dilema is this.. How do i help?? with out looking like a stalker?! tell me!! Comments seriously!!!
March 13th, 2007 at 8:00 am
hey remember me from sam’s party? yah. ok anyway its funny how im commenting on this since i myself slit my wrist and believe me, i dont do it for the stupidest reasons. i’m annoyed at people who cut themselves because its “fun” or for low reasons or small problems. you know what else i hate? when people post pictures of their wound. ok you see i think the reason why peeps do it coz they think its cool. its not! i do it becoz it helps ease my emotional pain and when i cant talk to anyone about my problems.
ok so wait why are you so concerned with this person anyway since u guys spoke for a few minutes? well if you REALLY wanna help, then i suggest if you found about this (cutting wrist) through his blog then drop in a comment with ur advice in it.
just tell your friend that it is not cool and the more peeps wil think he’s dumb. and especially that his problems are low, tell him to solve it first and when you’ve done every possible solution, dats wen u cut urself…. juz kidding. and tell ur friend to find other ways to ease the emotional pain (if there is any). my lit teacher told us if u hav a problem or u feel bad about sumthin, just sleep, it’ll make you feel better.