Chewy!!

So i noticed sumthing wen i was watching a movie, because i was watching the same movie on the plane i took, on the way back here.. And wat i noticed sorta hit me like boom! .. Its bn a year since i actually left this place.. Thats sad.. I think i need to get away.. Its like sumthing that would be best done for everybody’s interest.. Its like asking why a shark keeps swimming.. because it needs to breath.. and if it stops it will die, and for sure it’ll get grumpy on its way to its death.. me and the shark are exactly a like.. I won’t exactly die.. And i won’t start swimming again.. but i just need to go sumwer, wer no body can bother me about living here.. Change the topic for a bit.. So.. Summers coming up.. wel for me it is.. And its the bum out season.. I dunno wat im gnna so.. all i kno i wanna gain a few pounds work on my top spin, and grow a bit.. A guy told me before, i have to put my feet in soil and water it everyday.. I hope he knew that i wasn’t a dumb ass, and i hope he noticed that he wasted 30 seconds of his life, which could be more useful at tym of need.. Well life’s like that.. I never saw him after he said that.. I didn’t know who he was.. I guess i was lukcy that i didn’t know him at all.. Well since i was on the dark side of the moon not blogging, a bunch of stuff happend… I got myspace up and running.. but i was too tired from things that have been happening, to actually get on and start writting there.. O! geesh.. for thoes who don’t know, or don; care, the Oc has only 2 more episodes..well excluding the one on thurs.. 1 more episode, till goodbye to all of them.. I think marissa just carried the Oc out of business.. O well.. sumthing new, and better will come on soon.. Prom happend.. nothing rili actually happend.. its your usuall prom i guess.. the whole trying to make it a formal event didnt pay off.. especially coming from that skul.. i guess they could be the best at making things rili boring.. And obcurs, i knew this whole prom thing since i in grade 5.. and ever since i got to 3rd year all i could hear girls talk about is prom.. and for sum reason i didnt put anything together that i could wear till the night befor.. my sister has sum pictures.. i dunno wer they ended up but ill post them soon on myspace.. so thats all that happend in my life for the past week or so.. gotta run.. i have to figure out how to do this css coding.. if anyone who can do a great CSS code, or knows a place i cn make codes.. pls comment!!!

So its bn another long week.. But the last week was kinda interesting because the whole talks about you job and stuff.. so i was luking for a course where i can actually like what i do and pass.. So i was luking at benielde..and umm.. the lady makes it sound rili gud.. and i did hear that the benielde skul of design arts is rili gud.. so im planning to check that out.. plus..they have AB-MP..which is music production..i rili wanna learn how to do that.. but it got me thinking.. i could learn how to do that by asking sum one to teach me how to do the sampling thing..so i kinda found it useless.. but there are other things in benielde that caught my eye.. Umm..aside frm that nothing else rili happend.. thers this guy that has an Audi TT across frm my house.. its just so cool to luk at.. i mean.. its kinda stupid to buy, because 1. its small and you have a family.. wer are you gnna put the groceries, or excess baggage?! 2. wen you go a certain speed the back starts to lift off the groud.. safe?? sounds rili safe huh? 3. for the same price you could get a nice Audi A4.. Duh! Its more practical.. but its still cool to luk at..So today i learnd i have to do this filipino monologue.. dude!! im rili wondering wat im gnna do for that.. ill probibly do padre damaso just so i cn stand up there and just keep insulting people.. it sounds gud to me.. but its stupid.. because i dont even understand it.. and it has a minimum of 3 min.. damn!! I might need thoes 3 mins on my death bed!! ya’kno.. im gnna regret i stood up there and made my self luk stupid for 3 mins, when i could be a breathing dying person with 3 MORE mins left to live.. i made a special word just out of my irriation.. Bitchstard its a hybrid.. the the prius of bitch and bastard.. its my new word of the month… gosh.. prom is on sat! and i have nothing to wear!! Dude!! i was thinking of ordering sutmthing.. hassle..and expensive.. but im whipping sumthing up in my mind.. lets see how its turns out.. i gotta keep doing my fil.. later!

So yesterday we had a futbol game.. A little fottie never hurts, especially if you need it to get into college.. so as i was doing my thing, which i felt okay with at first.. well, because at first i got all the nice back dribble thing, and okay crosses.. but wen it came to defending i got rili annoyed, because i dont play defence.. its not my position.. im not very responsive.. well not exactly responsive.. but i cn get out of situations.. but yesterday was different.. i knew sumthing was gnna happen, and suthing did.. so i was running towards the ball when all of a sudden a bulldozer rams me on my side, and i fall on my rib part.. ouch! i was sorta pissed, but at the same tym, i knew it was appart of the game.. fottie wont be fottie without pain.. but wen i got up i had more things on my mind than the stabbing pain.. but wen i woke up this mornin it felt the same.. so i went out to buy this stuff called "Salonpas" sori to thoes who make it, but its bull crap.. wats it supposed to do? its just a sticker on the side of my body!.. not cool.. it still hurts.. dont feel like thinking about it..

So..Its actually only bn a few days since i last wrote.. Not like its months anymore.. Im trying to figure out what to do with this whole myspace thing..Its like Rafa’s request, and im trying to find out how to move the whole thing there..Harder then it seems.. Anyone that knows pls let me kno!! Leave a comment on how to move my blog frm here to there!!its actually getting annoying becuase i have the worst internet connection in the world.. I dont even kno why we pay 2000 sumthing for paperclip with gum recievers, at a speed of a wheel driven by a mouse.. Now at petco i could get that for a much cheaper price..given the fact that there are lots of mice in manila, and i have a bunch of chewd up gum and used paper clips.. Aside frm that i just need to get better connection then frm ther on i guess its gnna be smooth.. Anyway..a bit happend since monday.. i had a day off on wed..i didnt feel like a day..it was more like a 15 min break.. so for my 15 mins all i did, literally the whole day was wait in line..for wat..you might just be wondering..but i waited there so a trainee can tell me to wait in line even longer..i dont think she noticed but the a-c was busted and there wer ppl crowding.. So if anyone at cebu pacific is sumhow reading this.. PLS!! get that ticketing office fixed..its worst then sister’s cubicle.. after that i noticed i had 2 days left of the week, and i knew it was gnna take forever as usuall.. so thursday..boring..friday..boring..but i got to play tennis and i got to fail a subject..yey! nothing else can complet a bad week!! it seems like i bust my ass and i still get nothing.. i mean, i rili did kno wat i was doing the whole grading period, but why did i fail?? thats like a rili good question i should ask my teacher.. maybe he’ll give me one of his famous smart-ass answers.. like once i asked him to help me program my calculator, and he was all like "why? it doesn’t work?? then throw it away.." sure i guess he was trying to make me laugh..but the reality was he was pissing me off more than trying to make it seem like its nothing.. i rili just wanted to throw the calculator at him, and not in the trash.. so practically thats my whole week.. i got my brackets remmoved last saturday, and i got my retainers today..and i gotta talk with a lishfp (lisp).. i feel like frikin slyvester here.. so since i spit more then i talk, i gotta cover my mouth now a days wen i talk.. make it seem like i got a breath problem or sumthing..haha…

Dude..50 posts.. wow.. i didnt know i could write this much about my life.. And its great because every post is suthing different, and sumthing about nothing.. Imagine how cool that is.. I still remember when i made my first post.. My parents were out looking at the "cubicles" and i was at home, wishing time would go faster so i could finally go to place wer i cn relate.. Then 2 days before i was due to leave, i was told i had to stay 2 more weeks, i felt like beating the creap out of my teachers, but it teaches you sumthing, and it shows your independence in a way.. but 2 days after i finishd my week of skul, i was lukcy enough to make the 13-14 hour flight to LA.. and then after 5 seconds of realizing that i really landed in LAX and it wasn’t a dream, it was smooth sailing from then on.. until i had to leave to go back "home"..so after its all just like "ugg..let it end..i wanna get away..kill them..blah blah.." hmm.. I’m gnna make my big move to myspace, just like the becks..making the big move.. hehe.. so its the "new year" and nothings rili changed.. still boring everyday.. wake up, try not to get killed by the bus ride, school, home, eat, homework, surf the net, sleep..and repeat.. its like sumthing a autistic musician composed.. well.. i hope in the next 50 posts that i make suthing interseting would happen!! prom’z coming up, and ppl are getting rili constipated about it.. people are growing older, becoming more annoying, and becoming more judgemental… it getting crazy now.. and all i could do is try to pass skul.. so.. can’t wait till i get away frm here and go make it happend sumwer.. So i’m tired, and i usually don’t get alot of sleep, dunno y.. and i need to try to keep my temper down, because it gets irritating when you dont get to sleep.. BTW… b4 i forget.. sum person in my class got beef cuz i speak english.. not like i cn help it.. since we had an activiy of self developmnt, it was cool wat ppl wrote down.. its nice to kno wat others think of you once nd a wile.. but this dude just worte the stupidst thing down "Stop speaking english, everybody knows your language, your not in america.." I just felt like slapping the shit out of this queer, but since its self development, i let it be.. even if its so stupid, to a point that it just wont help me make a better me.. So.. i’ll try to get ya’ll updated, because the year is almost over, and big plans for summer.. "Always forgive your enemies, nothing annoys them more.." harhar.. rosie!

So it was my birthday last sat.. Nthing great rili happpend.. I just got a bunch of mesgs and phone calls.. O! b4 i forget! thnx to all that sent me sumthing during my b-day and made the effort of calling me.. So.. i did my usuall thing of going to the "simbang gabi" which is not at night, and its actually 5 in the am.. nice?!.. so after that waited a few hours and i got a call frm philly! it was my brother and his family, and the granaz’.. that was cool.. so after that we went to pancacke house.. sumthing i’ve bn doing ever since..well, ever since.. so after that my day just went on.. then at night i was waiting for my sister to finish her thing so i went to a book store.. then i was reading Donald Trump’s book.. its weird because his writting actually makes sense, and its prity funny too.. it shows you how to party, and wat kinda gift you gotta get, and that kinda stuff.. well.. i can do only so little of wat he said.. i cant exactly keep up to date with the burberry and the tiffany’s.. i cant even afford to afford to keep up with the monthly catalogs.. anyway.. so the next day was x’mas eve, and it felt like just anyother sunday.. except that i had to go to church twice in one day.. so i went to church at 8 in the evnin, and it was sorta crowded.. and i got home around 10ish.. i had to wait till 1 am so i could eat! and i was so out of it because i fell asleep and woke up.. wasnt anything special..but it was okay.. well that leads us to today.. christmas day.. did nothing but watch movies.. got to watch the umpalumpas this mornin, and i sorta enjoyed that.. anyway.. im just get wats left of my vacation.. hope it gets better@!

Today..well..today way LONG.. this always happens wen the vacation is coming up.. its stupid because i still havnt done my x’mas shopping, and x’mas is like in 2 weeks.. The tests are coming up soon…i dun feel like taking them, but i have no choice.. well since today was long, i just got home, and yes im worn out.. I’d probibly need a charge after this one.. nothing turned out the way i wanted it to.. o well..its okay.. well i have to write a sonnet, and i’m gnna post it.. lemmi kno how it is.. words of inspiration.. Don’t over rate everything said to you…

Rotten apple in the Tree

Chocolate covered roses will not do

Nor hopeless melodies on guitar

Lingered connection between me and you

Love is all wishes made-up on a star

 O, her blue crimped dress is very teasing

And the way she bears her white stilettos

But when her voice rings its so pleasing

The ringing may be pleasing, but falsetto

 She appears as an epitome angle

I didn’t see a heart so very cold

Leave and return, just to ring my doorbell

It’s something rotten, and yet it’s so bold

 She left me hanging just like a big fool

Now all 4 corners, know that I’m such a tool

Ya kno.. i didnt even think skul would be open on sunday.. I thought skul would just deflate and fit into a bag and go away for the week end, but no!! Its understandable to go to skul on sat, because you always have Sun.. Well for my weekend, starting frm friday, which was my only day of rest, i had to go to skul for the acutall weekend… not just sat, but sunday also.. prity annoying, but its better than staying home and doing nothng.. and the weird part of it is…it actually gets fun, when you get into what your doing in skul.. like me i went to skul for the week end for debate.. not very fun if you luk at it frm a far, but if you sit there and try to understand, youll get into it.. aside frm the fact that there were sum hott ppl.. and for ppl with their I.Q. they are prity hott.. basically what i did for the whole tym except for one part, is run around, giving results to ppl.. Its kinda hard, because you have to make sure it gets there, because the GREAT minds that are incharge will give you this look..dunno wat it is, but its a luk.. and you wont like it.. but this other part i got to public speak.. i just stand there and talk about whats written down on the paper they give you.. so i got "borat for president!".. and this part pissed me off.. the person that was judging, was on his mobile, and the other judge, did get my joke, because i guess he didnt watch the movie yet.. well it was wack, and its fine, because i highly doubt i would win even if i got through to the finals.. so about this hott person.. the first tym i saw her, and i kno wen other guys see this gurl you’ll be like.. "o shes got that deep sexy voice".. guess wat.. she dont!! she has this rili rili rili high pitch voice.. falseto dude.. its cute, yes.. its sorta sexy in the sense that its "cute sexy" ya kno, but its sumwat distracting wen your trying to pay attention.. okay.. so dont mind her anymore.. o! i was watching season 4 of the oc.. up till the latest episode.. its weird… im sori to say.. its coming out in a weird way now a days.. ppl at fox!! work on the oc!! well..thats all for my week end.. i dunno wat else is gnna happen with in the week.. but finals are coming up.. and i dun wanna fail this tym around.. and guess wat.. break is coming up..and i wanna get a way to actually have a gud break… ayt then.. cyaz in a little bit..!!

I dunno if sum ppl kno it.. but thers this guy.. his name is Ryan Leslie, he produces great music.. and i kno sum of you ppl kno his stuff but you dunno him.. ill let you go on that one.. but he has his little cameoz once in a while so i think you have an idea who he is.. He produce that insane beat for Me & U by cassie, and if you heard the remix, its even better.. this guys is amazing.. I thought it was easy to lay a beat down and place a lead ontop..but if you watch him make his songs.. he makes it seem so easy.. This leads us to todays title.. Promise not to call.. Its a new song frm him and i want everybody to go out of thier way to listen to it.. www.myspace.com/ryanleslie I kno ppl will like it.. and im doing a little publicity here with out getting sum mula.. so that means only one thing, and that is its soooo gud.. he catches my eye, and i hope he catches the world’s attention.. Well.. enough about r les… I was glad..and prity hapy about this whole typhoon thing.. im sorry about thoes ppl who died and are missing.. but it was weird how they cancled a bunch of things because they thought, just a thought this thing was gnna hit manila.. Sure.. its percaution, but didn’t they take it a little overbord this tym.. I went to skul on sat. and wen i got there.. it was like abandond.. ther wer no service ppl, and all classes and stuff wer canceld.. even if it was like 100 degrees outside, they rili thought it was gnna hit and ruin stuff again..but it didnt, and thats not a big deal.. im happy it didnt, and im actually happy that the gov’t got the rite mind to cancel everything.. it was a little creepy but okay.. because there was supposed to be no skul on friday because of sum holiday, god knows wat.. then i had a feildtrip on thurs.. and i had a day off on tues.. so i barely went to skul..since skul was canceld on thursday, i had a prity good week.. mainly because i didnt get to see that skul so much with in the week.. so as i said, i went to skul on saturday, to practice for songfest.. and to my surprise it turned out great.. its sumthing that would give you a lump on your throat.. So practice and i bet thers gnna b more practice tom.. so i gnna hang on to my lump, untill i get annoyed, or mad.. dusnt matter rite?? aslong as we have fun?? (who ever started that is actually a rili sad person..) Well.. on sat i gt to spend tym with my little girls (yes that means you rhea, rosie, nd reggie..).. it was fun, we had "bonding" time.. its quality sanity time for me.. well that about raps my week up.. Its gnna b another long week ahead.. lots of stuff happening also.. like that songfest finals thing… ppls b-days are coming up, including mine.. so lets wait and see wat happens to that.. o btw.. stay put for the 50th post.. its gnna b a recap of everything on my blog.. its gnna b soon..most likely in this week.. cyaz around

So…My title for every post is actually kinda confusing.. You have to read the blog post thing so you can understand it.. and thers one other thing i noticed..sum of the posts are just way too long!!But, i mean, common!! its my life and its the story of my everyday life..the ones that my grandchildren are most likely not gnna kno about.. Back to today! So i did sumthing in the mornin, but wat i did in the afternoon, became the best thing i did all year..WELL..with the exception of me going to the states, but thats not counted on sumthing i did on my own.. anyway.. I went back to IS today.. i was prity pissed at first becaues i had to walk frm such a distance that i would never walk..So after my long walk i finally got into the campus, and i grabd a bite to eat, before i went out to find sum peeps.. Wile i was doing that i joined CCV!!!It makes me feel better that im using my energy to help out kids in need.. So today, i just went back to the happi old me.. and stuff lyk that..Now a days im usually grumpy and stuff, because skul is stressing me out, and is pulling my patients..back to my day! since i wear contacts now people have to take a few seconds to stare at me..and back then i didnt rili like to fix my hair.. and its wasnt this long..So peeps started screaming wen i saw them and they saw me.. so i have a big smile on my face now..and its gnna last till i wake-up tom mornin.. btw.. If anyone wants to donate any cash for me to go back..pls let me kno!! hehe..So ill see yaz around!